A very wise friend of mine met up with me today for lunch. He suggested that I give my disorder to God. Just trust enough to turn it over to him. That way, each time that I revert back to the familiar pain of my anorexic tendencies it shows God that I don't have faith that he will "catch me". I am so scared to get better because I am petrofied of the outcome. Until I lose the fear I guess I will never get better, so it is time to just trust that God won't let me down. Every time that I get anxious I should just have faith that God will catch me and teach me.
That is my new credo for today.
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Amen!!
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