The patterns that I keep repeating and the "wellness" that I am fighting is kind of like my disability. Michael J. Fox once said that if he had a room full of disabled people, and they were able to all throw their disability into the middle of the room and pick up any one that they wanted..that they would all pick their own because it is familiar. The unknown is scary. I am too scared to let go of my anorexia because it is a pain that I am familiar with. I know the outcome of this...regardless of how miserable it is.
But what I need to start understanding more is that one of the outcomes I am NOT familiar with. That my disability can kill me.
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